Um..Can I just say..SPRING FEVER!

I don't understand why everyone keeps insisting on staying inside. I mean it's so gorgeous out. Okay, so I know, it's like 50 degrees out there, but it's not 10! All I was to do is open my window (Ashton is preventing this!) I have my blinds and curtains wide open though, so, good substitute. I'm spending as much time outside as I can outside. The downside to all of this is homework.
There is only one week left before spring break and somehow I am expected to focus. I know I need to keep my grades up and stay focused. The sun is so beautiful though!!! For spring break don't expect me to look at one single book.
On other notes, I feel like I'm doing good in my classes. I know what is going on, I'm doing assignments, and studying for classes. I know I did good on most of my midterms. Like A/B good I hope! I feel like my life is under control but then that's only my school life. Other parts of my life are just flying everyone. I keep trying to get up the courage to tell my parents that I've decided not to come back to IU next year. I'm going to keep going to college just not here. As much as I love IU, which I do, I know it's not the right place for me. I started to tell about 3/4 of the way into first semester. I kept trying to convince myself it was just the cold that was bringing me down, but now I know it's not the truth. I miss home. I miss smelling the lake and the beach on windy or rainy days. I miss actually knowing where I'm going when driving around town. I miss people recognizing my car and honking at me. I can't stand to be without my best friends or my mom, who is the biggest part in my life. I just don't know how to break the news to them that the school I believed in so much and so absolute ended up being not what I thought. I feel like there is something wrong with me because the campus is so beautiful and everyone is so nice. It feels too...big..though. I love knowing that my entire town is a 20 minute drive tops from one end to the other. Ugh, I don't even know how to deal with this topic!!!